"Run-Way Ready"!

Monya's hair is starting to grow back!

First Chemo infusion!

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First hair cut!

Yesterday Monya and I had the chance to go to lunch together and catch up on our heart to heart visits that we LOVE to have!

When I went to pick her up she walked out of her house and as she approached the car a flood of emotions came to me! She looked beautiful as always but... yesterday for some reason she looked more beautiful than ever to me! Remember I have been friends with Monya for well over twenty years!

she got in the car we just kind of looked at each other and then we became almost "Giddy" as we hugged and laughed together! We were like three year olds so happy to see each other, even though it hand only been a short time since we had seen each other! Monya looked gorgeous! I told her this and she told me "Shut-up", (not the first time she has told me to shut-up) and again I told her the same thing, as we were still laughing like three year old!s I can honestly tell you ,she look like a Europeon movie star / Runway Model!!! I could not take my eyes off of her! I know that sound weird but... I think part of the reason why I could not stop looking at at her was because when you think of someone going through cancer you think of the dark circles around their eyes, they look frail, they just look SICK!! It has amazed me as Monya has fight this battle with such GRACE and FAITH, she has never really looked sick to me even on her worst days! I know this is to much information but... she could go in the bathroom and throw up and walk out and still look "Run Way" ready! Momya finally said to me just "Shut -Up lets go I am starving", and off we went to one of our FAVORITE spots Rumbi Island Grill!

I was blessed to be able to take Monya to all of her chemotherapy appointment and some doctor appointments and a few radiation appointment as well. These were such hard times! There were days where I would get to her house to pick her up for chemo and she would be in tears and would say to me "I AM NOT GOING"! What do you say to that?? It was heart wrenching to see her suffer and yet I would say to her "Yes you have to go, you have NEVER quit anything in your whole life"! But in the back of my mind knowing how sick she already was and to know she was going to get more sick from the chemo, I wanted to say to her "Okay lets not go and lets just go and drive somewhere fun and forget the chemo"! I know this is selfish to say but... it was painful for me to see someone you love so much suffer! And... There was not one thing I could do to help her long suffering! But the warrior she is, she would get in the car and off we would go to the Mayo Clinic for more torture!

We always tried to make the best of it by talking smack about the oncologist P.A. Margo, who we did not like so well only because she would say the same thing every time we went in.... "I can't believe you still have your eyelashes". We would then tell her AGAIN.... that they were eye lash extensions, and again Margo would say "I DON'T WANT YOU TO HAVE THOSE BECAUSE YOU MIGHT GET AN INFECTION"! And the next question from Margo would be, "ARE YOU FLOSSING YOUR TEETH"? As always Monya and I would just look at each other with that look we had that we knew what it meant," REALLY, ARE YOU KIDDING ME SERIOUSLY , if you bring these things up one more time we will hurt you MARGO!!! SHUT-UP"!!!!! Monya and I would also get a laugh from Margo's brown shoes she AlWAYS wore and the same brown "pants suit " that she ALWAYS wore! I am telling you when you are going through chemo you look for any opportunity to laugh! Even if it is at someone else expense!

Over this last year every time I would pick Monya up she was "Run Way" ready! She always had her make-up on, her jewelery and let me reassure you that her hats matched every outfit she ever wore! Not only did the hats match but she would have these beautiful blingy flowers , that she had made for her pinned to her hat to match as well! Again "Run Way Ready"!

I remember the day when we first noticed that she was loosing her hair. It was the third week of chemo! We were driving home from Mayos ,and it had been a long day! Monya ran her hand through her hair and a BIG chunk of hair came out! Monya just looked at me with tears.... but yet she was laughing and said to me, "are you kidding me right now"? I did not know what to say! The only thing I could think to say to her was... "why are you laughing"? Her response was "what do you want me to do"! At that point we both began to cry! I think the loss of her hair was one of the hardest times for her in this last year! But again she has shown such strength and courage!

When a lot of hair started coming out more and more she had her hair cut short! That is a day I will never forget! We went to her hairdressers home to cut it! It was Sonya, Kayla, Haleigh, Jenny and me that took Monya! Her hairdresser just put what hair she had left into a ponytail and then just cut it off! Talk about painful...Monya just wept and before to long we were all were crying! People say "oh it is just hair and it will grow back"! When I hear that I want to say "okay sit down and lets cut all of your hair off and then we can say "oh it is just hair and see how you will feel!

Within a week even though Monya had lost a lot of hair and she cut it short, it was still falling out all over her and would fall in her food. So at that point Sonya took buzzers to her head and buzzed it and just left like a quarter of an inch of hair on her head! Within a short time it too was gone!

But even though Monya was completely bald she still did not look sick! Like I said she wore cute hats and if you were not close to her to see under her hat you would never guess she was sick! Though she was bald when I would pick her up, she was ALWAYS dressed so cute! Her makeup done , cute big jewelry on, hats to match what she was wearing and as always "Run Way Ready"!I do have to say that Monya told me the other day that it was nice not to have to worry about fixing her hair! In fact she did not even have to use shampoo for awhile! Now since it is about an half of an inch long she is back to the shampoo! But not yet back to having to comb or brush it! It was so funny at lunch when she was explaining to me how she combs her hair with her hands! It was so funny how she explained it to me! We both laughed about that!

Through this last year with my "Bon-Bon... she has taught me so much! There have been several times through out this past year where I had to borrow some of her faith, and strength! We have had so many powerful, spiritual talks as we drove to Mayos for treatments and as we would sit all day while she was being infused with these powerful horrible chemicals! We have shared so very much with each other... our testimonies, prayers, laughs, tears, lunches, ups and downs and so much more! As hard as this last year has been for Monya she has continued to show Christ like attributes and has continued to be the best wife, mother, sister, and dearest friend ever! Monya I do have to say though you really made me look bad as I picked you up from your house and you would walk out Looking so BEAUTIFUL and "Run Way Ready"! Monya I hope you know how very proud I am of you for your courage, strength, faith and your fight to get well! But most of all I hope you know how very much I love you always and forever!

Radiation!

Tom Relaxing... Are You Kidding ME!!!!

Walker helping Pops with his new computer!

"CHILLAXING" in his new chair!


















Well we finally found something to help Tom relax!!! No not medication, a new recliner and a laptop!
Fathers Day 2010 was a good day! Tom had meetings starting at 6:00am for his calling as a High Counselor that lasted longer than usual. He then had to go to the ward that he is over witch is the Summerfeild Ward! So sad to say but... Tom and I did not even get to go to church together! Rhett got up early and went to Missionary prep class at 7:00 am and when he got there it was cancelled due to Fathers Day. I am not clear if someone did not call him and let him know it was cancelled or if Rhett was just not listening very well!
But Rhett and I went to our ward and later that afternoon we all met back at home! Walker was home for the weekend from the Academy and all the other kids and their spouse and kids came over as well! Cita and Ralph came as well. The only people that were missing was Posey and Ben and there cute boys! We really wished they could have been here too!
Walker cooked steak, I made corn,Blake and Tanya made cesar salad, Erin and Joe made peach cobbler and brownie and cita made a pound cake and potatoe salad! it was a great meal!!
Pops not only got a lap top and recliner but, he also got a new watch, a Nike backpack, a new money clip, an I-Tune card,, a computer case and some new barbecue tools, and a home depot gift card and a "How To Book"! As we all know he needs that book!
Tom has been such a wonderful dad! All of our kids love Pops so much! All the kids love to get Tom going on some of his OCDs! We all know Tom has some things that can push his buttons and the boys love to push them! Thank goodness Posey gets her dads back! Tom has always put his family before anything in his life! He would and has done so much for his kids! They have never gone without!
Tom knows for sure ALL of his grandchildren are by far the cutest grand kids in the world! They love to come to Pops's house to help feed the horses and to eat Pops famous pancakes! ALL the grand kids think Pops is the funnest Pops in the world! Just a few weeks ago Posey's little boy Vance had to get glasses and he was not happy about it! Vance said his glasses looked dumb and he would not where them! So Tom had me take a picture of him with his glasses on and we sent it Vance! Well Vance loved that and since Pops had glasses Vance said he would where his now and he has!
Tom is always up so early and does his morning rituals! Go feed the horses and clean stalls, comes back showers and gets ready for work! During school wakes Rhett and they get the trashes out and they feed the dogs and what ever other few things that might need to get done!
But what I love the very most about Tom is , EVERY morning before he leaves for work, Tom kneels on my side of the bed and prays with me. He then tells me "I love you and to have a good day"! Gives me a kiss good-bye and he then off to work! He never forgets! It is always the best part of my day!
What more could I ask for in a husband and father! Tom deserves the world! We are so very blessed as a family to have Tom for a husband and father and priesthood leader in our home!!
Tom we love you more than you will ever know! I love you in a powerful eternal way that is hard to describe! I have said this before but I have to say it again....
I am so thankful to be sealed to you for the eternities! I am so thankful you are my "ETERNAL COMPANION" and could not face this life with out you! I LOVE and ADORE you! You will ALWAYS be my ETERNAL PRECIOUS SWEETHEART!!! Happy Fathers Day!
XXOOXXXOOXOX

It Just Can't Be!!!

IT JUST CAN'T BE!!!! My baby! The on that use to call me Precious! The last eighteen years and eight months and has flown by since Nolan Rhett Scheurn was born! It seems like it was just yesterday he was born! I remember it as if it was yesterday! I remember walking into the hospital, I can see the O.R. we were in for my c-section, I can see all the doctors faces. It truly seems like It was just moments ago!

And now the time has come that Rhett has chose to serve a mission! I remember when Rhett was a baby, knowing he was our last child, that he might choose to serve the Lord for two years when he became 19 years of age. As I have said before with the big age difference between Walker and Rhett, Rhett was raised kind of like an only child.

The years that I was able to spend time with just Rhett when the other kids were at school was special! We definitely had a strong bond. I often thought of the time he would turn 19 and leave for two years and serve a mission. When I would think about it, I often tried to put it out of my mind. The reason why I did was because I knew it would be hard for me to let him go due to the fact how close we are and... HE IS MY BABY!!! Not to mention that it would be just Tom and I home alone, after Rhett left and for all of you that know Tom you know that could be challenging! Love him dearly but...

The time is here!!! Rhett had his last interview with Bishop Porter and Bishop clear it all through church headquarters to recieve and print out his papers! Rhett fill out all of his part of the papers and has sent them back to saltlake. Rhett just had his physical today, TB test and went to have lads drawn! Rhett will have his teeth cleaned and examed next week and what ever needs to be done dental wise will be done the next week!

Rhett has been attending missionary Prep classes and is well on his way to serve the Lord for two years!

We will miss all the football games, the wrestsling tounements, track, his wit, and his handsome face! But as hard as it will be to let him go... I know there are many waiting just for him! I do worry that I have ruined Rhett by being overly protective of him... But it is my prayer that he will rely on the Lord for the strength he will need to serve!

I was talking with Rhetts Young Men President and I was voicing my concerns to him and he told me, Tamy, Rhett might be hard at times to get him out on those super activities, but once he hits the church parking lot and they are trying to load the trucks and trailors, it is Rhett that is doing all the loading and helping the younger boys"! Brother Ray also told me "that Rhett reminded him of the young boys pulling the hamd carts across the frozen river. He said Rhett is so strong and helpful"! Brother Ray told me about some young Deacons on the last super activity that were scared to go down some rather steep rocky trail. Brother Ray said Rhett helped each Deacon down and then went back up again to bring each one of their back packs down for them one by one!

I am thankful that Rhett has made the choice to serve his Heavenly Father and the people where he is called to serve! I know if Rhett will look at him self as his Father in Heaven looks at him, he will be an amazing missionary! I know the Lord is well pleased with Rhett just as his earthly parents are as well!!
Rhett, I LOVE and ADORE you, give your whole self to the Lord! Work HARD! Take every chance you get to loose your self in service and you will be forever eternally happy! We will miss you and you will be a constant prayer in my heart my PRECIOUS boy! I do know you will go where the Lord needs you the most!! Pops and I love you with all of our hearts and we are so very proud of you!!! IT JUST CAN"T BE, MY BABY HAS BEEN CALLED TO SERVE!!!

"The Heater In June"!

The front and back view of the cabin!

"Are you kidding me"! Seriously the heater turned on in June, in AZ!!

This weekend was just what I needed! My SWEET friend Catherine asked me last week if I wanted to go to Pinetop to her cabin for the weekend! I know for those who know me well you are wondering how Catherine talked me in to going, because as everyone knows I am a home body,and.... my most favorite vacation is at home with no kids! Think about it! We love our homes and if we stay home you do not have to pack a suitcase full of clothes, cosmetics. blow dryers, reading material, computer. and more! When you leave your house you even have to remember to bring your phone charger and hope you don't leave where you go!! But... with some smooth talking from Catherine she convinced me to go!

We left Friday afternoon. On our way up the mountain we had to stop and eat at one of my most favorite Mexican food restaurant in... Miami, AZ!! It was DELICIOUS!! The red chili cheese crisp is fantastic! As we got back into the truck we went through a few rainy areas and it was so fun to see and smell the rain on the mountains as we were headed up to the "Chamonix" Catherine named her cabin "The Chamonix" because she has a close friend from France and with all the snow Pinetop had this winter, her friend said the cabin reminded him of an area in the the French Alps that looks out over Mont-Blanc!

We arrived at the cabin about eight in the evening and we unloaded the truck and just as we finished getting everything in it began to rain! WOW, it was coming down pretty hard but I can tell you we opened both doors on either side of the cabin and a few windows. Catherine and I sat down on her over stuffed sectional she on one side and me on the other! We did not even turn the TV on, or even talk to much at this point. We just listened to the rain coming down on the roof, we listened to the breeze through the pine trees and the smell of the pines was incredible! Before long we noticed we were getting a little cold so Catherine grabbed a light blanket for each of us! It was so relaxing, no TV, no kids, no phones ringing, I felt sure that this was better than a full body massage! We began to visit about girly things, kid things and mom things and some very spiritual things as well. Before we knew it, it was one in the morning! So we thought we would head up stairs to go to bed! I was sleeping in the cowboy room so I would not miss Tom! Great idea Catherine!

As we were folding our blankets that we used on the sofa, we realized it was just not cool now but it was COLD!!! As we were going up the stairs we both were giddy with laughter because we were so tired but I also think we were giddy do to the fact of the cold weather! We just kept saying "This is JUNE"! Catherine said to me "I think I should turn the heater on"! I looked at her like she was nuts... WHAT... the heater....but did not complain when she turned the heater on... in June!

We woke up Saturday morning and the heater felt so good but.. I love to feel the cold and to have a big blanket on me! We again snuggled into the sectional and discussed the world problems, and.... solved them, and then we were off to go into town. We went to some fun shops! We bought everything from candles to "Roasted Pineapple Habanero" dip! Yes that is what I said,"Roasted Pineapple Habanero" dip! Catherine poured it on some cream cheese and you use crackers to put it on and it is FANTASTIC!!!! She bought me a jar for a special treat for me to take home! After we shopped we went back to the "Chamonix" discussed and solve world problems again... and then we were off to "Charlie Clarks Steakhouse"! It was a wild and crazy place. We had to walk through the bar to get to the restaurant and I am telling you I thought I was back to my old rodeo days in that place! I was even tempted to have a beer and dance on the table! I finally came to my senses and decided that would not be in my best interest! We had a great dinner except for the clams. Catherine said the "add a clams " at "Taco Bell" were better but I am not sure about that! We went back to the cabin, we were pretty tired and I was missing Tom a little so I was happy to retire to my cowboy room!

On Sunday Catherine had another special treat for me when I woke up, waiting for me was a.... "Mc Choco-Mocho" shake! I think that was what it is called! I had been telling Catherine that I kept seeing this drink in commercials and I never eat at McDonald's, but I said one day I am going to try to stop and try one! We even tried to get one Saturday night, but the machine was closed for the night! I can tell you it was fantastic, but you could only drink about a third of it because it was so rich, but worth it!

Catherine is a sweet, giving, tender, serving person! I do not know how she does ALL that she does! She own a big window covering company, that makes blinds, shutter, verticals, rollers shade screens and more! She is amazing the way she takes care of her family, home, yard, big company and if that is not enough she is ALWAYS remodeling something! She works from the minute she wakes up until the minute she goes to bed!

Catherine has been a wonderful friend! She has made so many meals for our family and every meal she has made for us is YUMMY!!!, She is always there to help me every chance she gets! Even when I maybe screening my calls and don't want to talk to anyone, she will continue to call and leave kind, loving message for me! She has never given up on me! She would do anything for me, and my family! And I would do anything for her as well! Walker moved into his new home on a Friday and as busy as she is she drove all the way out to Queen Creek on Sunday and measured all of Walker;s windows for blinds in between all she had to do that day!

I am very blessed to have Catherine as an example to me! I am blessed to have her as a cherished friend and sister! When I count my blessings I count her twice! Catherine thank you so much for a perfect, fun, relaxing weekend! I am so happy you talked me into going to the "Chamonix"! I love you dearly, and thank you again for ALL you do for me and our family, and everyone else! But... I also want to thank you for... "Turning the Heater on in June" and keeping me warm! I love you "CUTE GIRL"!!!

The Cowboy Room!

Would I Of Said Yes?

In the past week, I have often thought... Would I of said yes, if I knew it would be so hard to say "Good-By"? Since Eric has left we have heard from him everyday. WE MISS HIM!!! We miss his smiles, his funny English, his sayings, his bright eyes, the way he skipped around the house, even though that drove me crazy at times! We miss the willingness Eric always had to help in anyway he could. We missed him at church, we missed him at Sunday dinner, we have missed him at family prayer and I know Tom missed him on Sunday when he went to do his home teaching. But Most of all we have missed his over all joy and happiness that radiated from him! Eric has a SWEET, SPECIAL spirit about him that is hard to describe! Eric truly is a wonderful young man who has touched many lives! He has left many memories with, many that will never be forgotten! I can honestly say, who ever Eric met they loved him ,and they will not ever forget him! The good-by was so difficult! Rhett had planned on going out of town on Thursday so they said their good-bys that morning. It was a long tearful good-by. There were a few friends of Rhett's from the wrestling team that had stayed the night and it too, was a very tearful good-by. On Friday Eric and I spent the day alone. We had a few last minute places where we needed to go to pick a few things up for Eric before he left. We enjoyed the time we had together alone. We went out to lunch and we talked for along time! Again many tears! He told me that he never thought he would become so close to our family! He also said that he would of never thought he could love our family like he loves his own, but... in fact he did! Eric told me he loved me, and that I was his angel! Eric expressed a deep love for Tom! Eric always said "Tom Scheurn is the funniest man in the galexcy,as Eric would say and Walker Scheurn too"! When ever Eric called Tom's, Walker's, Rhett's, Joe's or my name he called us by our full name! It was always RHETT SCHEURN ect. I am happy to say he arrived home in Brazil safely. Eric said his family and friends were at the airport to meet him! Our home seems lonely since Eric has left and not only has Eric left but.... Walker bought a new home and is now moving into it as of this last weekend! Eric kept telling Walker to buy a house in Brazil! Also Rhett is in the process of filling out his paper work for his mission so he will be gone before to long as well! Eric keeps telling me that Rhett is going to Brazil for his mission! I do know that Eric had said he would like to come back and go to school and work! He keeps telling Tom that he is going to work at the dealership and pop popcorn for Tom! We will take him anyway or any time! Eric knows he will forever be welcome in our home. In the letter that Eric left for Tom , he expressed a deep love for Tom. He thanked him for going beyond his duties of an exchange dad! Eric loved and admired Tom! Eric made me promise that he would always be our son for ever! Eric also told me in this letter that"He might be going back to Brazil but he had left a BIG piece of his heart here with me! He also told me how blessed he was to live with our family and he felt sure there was divine help from our Heavenly Father , in him coming to our home! We feel sure this is true! I know I have said this many times but.... There were reasons why we needed Eric in our home! Eric help Rhett allot by always being there for Rhett to talk to and keeping him company at all times! There bond was amazing! There is no doubt that Walker and Joe did not realize how close they would become with Eric either! It was nice that Posey was able to come out from GA, to do Rhett's and Eric's senior announcements. And even though Blake was not around Eric that much I know Blake, Tanya and the kids will miss him as well! It is funny every time the grand kids come over they ask "Where is Eric"! We explain it over and over but they continue to ask! I have already been asked by Eric's coordinator from the program Eric was with, if we would take an other student next year and I quickly said NO"!!! I feel pretty sure about that! But.... the question that still comes to mind is "Would we of ever agreed to have Eric live with us if we new it would be so hard to say good-by"? I can honestly say"YES"!!! "In a heat beat"! I would say "100% YES, as Eric would say"! Eric we LOVE you, and you are PRECIOUS to ALL of us! WE MISS YOU, ALWAYS and FOREVER!!! Yes, Yes, Yes!!!!!

One Trillion Percent!!!

The next night after Rhett's graduation, our exchange student from Brazil graduated from Higley High School! Eric came to the U.S.A. on August 7th and as I have said before he was with an other family in the beginning. Do to some changes in that family Eric was no longer able to stay with them. As I said before a few post back, President Pugmire had met Eric and was aware of his situation. President Pugmire told Rhett and Tom and I that he had prayed hard that he could find a home for him ,where Eric would enjoy living there and became part of a family! Pug also told us that Eric was one of sweetest boy he had ever met! He told us we would love him! Again as I said I was not sure if President Pugmire truly received revelations or he was just desperate to find Eric a home! I felt like it was more desperation! We said we would be happy to take him! I now know it was a divine revelation that President Pugmire received! Eric was suppose to be in our home! He came the end of October. From the minute he walked into our home, it was as though he had been there forever! It was wonderful for Rhett to have Eric there! Rhett and Eric soon became one! We never had to tell Rhett to take Eric with him where ever he went! And soon all of Rhett's friends became Eric's friends. Eric played football, he was the kicker. He did not get allot of playing time but always gave it his all to the end! Then soccer started, being from Brazil you can only imagine how much he love that! Eric also did track, shot put and disk and a little high jump. Track was not his best sport! Eric made many friends at school! Anyone that Eric met and talked to, LOVED him! Eric is always willing to help, and ask what he could do to help. At Eric's graduation, there were so many kids that hugged him and told him how much they were going to miss him! I know Eric touched so many student, teachers and coaches! Eric did well in school, especially since he knew just a few words of English when he arrived. Yesterday Eric and I were able to spend the day together by our selves. We both cried all day! Eric told me at lunch that he find his angel since he met me! Eric always had a smile on his face and appreciated every thing we did for him! Eric had the funniest sayings! He would always ask us "What percent you like" When ever I knew he liked some thing a lot I would always say,'For sure 100%" The boys would say "No that is the worst it is only 3%"! Everything was a %! Eric would also say ! "Its da best" An other thing he would say was "Very Nice"! and he would say "Its the worst! there was not a day that went by that Eric did not tell Tom and I "I love you"! I will say though Eric could be a "Wendy Whiner"! When ever I picked him up from school or if Rhett did, he would get into the car and say "My legs hurt,to much run today! Or he would limp, but most of the time something hurt! Eric has made a deep impression on all of us! Eric we are so proud of you! Congratulation!! Now on to great things! We know you will be successful in what ever you do! We ALL LOVE you so much!

My Precious!!!

Pops is Proud!!

Rhett's exchange brother, Eric!

Pops was excited last high schooler! Sad for me! My Baby!

Joe and Erin made Rhett a lei.

My baby graduates? WHAT... Are you kidding me! The little boy that called me "Precious" all the time when he was little, is now graduating ... It just can't be!!! When Rhett was born he truly was a special little boy! There is a big age difference between Walker and Rhett due to the fact that I was told not to have any more kids after I had Walker because of my health problems. But I never felt like our family was complete! I remember telling Tom there was another baby that was waiting to come to our home, and Tom said he felt like there was too. It did not take long for me to get pregnant. My doctor was not happy I was pregnant. The pregnancies was difficult and high risk. But all along we knew we were to have this special spirit in our home! There was a point in my pregnancies that the high risk doctors told us that Rhett might not make it. I had been exposed to a virus. The doctors told me if I had come in contact with it before I got pregnant the baby would be fine but... if I was exposed during the pregnancies the baby might live just a few days or less. Then there were problems with the amniotic fluid, it was very low. The high risk doctor told me if it got to low they would take the baby quickly. So I would have to go to the doctor every week to have the fluid checked. Five weeks before I was due the news came that Rhett needed to come that day. The doctor told me to go straight to the hospital and he would meet me there in an hour. As I started to drive to the hospital I had an over whelming feeling that I needed to have a priesthood blessing! Tom was not a member at this point so I went home and called our good friends Brenda and Art Sanders! I explained the situation and asked him if he would come give me a blessing. I called Tom to come home and he was there in a heart beat! In the blessing Art gave me, he reassured me that all would be fine and that I would recognize the Lords hand in all things. He also said that Rhett would be healthy. After this blessing there was so much peace and my worries seemed to fade. I decided that I would shower do my nails and make up and pack my bag in no hurry! I can tell you when I got to the hospital the doctors were scrubbed in and waiting! They were not to happy with me! I remember looking at the clock when I walked in and it was a little after four and Rhett was born before five by C-Section like my other kids. AND... yes he was perfectly healthy! A bit small but beautiful. The only sad part was I had a temperature four about five days and it was not clear why I had it so the doctors would not let me see him him up close or hold him. The nurses would take pictures and bring them to me so.... when my temperature broke I could not keep my hands off him!! With the age difference between Walker and Rhett it was like raising an only child! And then as always the baby of the family is always spoiled a little bit! Rhett was for sure my little side kick. And what mother's heart would not melt if their child called her 'PRECIOUS'!! I would always tell him "Rhett are you my precious" and he would put his hand on my cheeks and say "No you my Precious"! I remember on e day when Rhett and I were at the grocery store and he was sitting in the basket and we were in the check out line waiting. I realized I forgot on thing and it was down the aisle right behind us. I decided I would run and grab it quickly. I could see Rhett in the basket as I walk quickly to get what I needed! But... I guess Rhett got nervous with out me holding on to the basket or with in touching range. All of a sudden Rhett yells at the top of his lungs.... "Precious Where Are You"!! I ran back as quick as I could reassured him every thing was fine! The man standing behind me said to me, "Did he just call you precious"? As I was answering him, Rhett's says "Precious don't ever leave me"! Needless to say the man said that is so cute. As we checked out and left the man said 'By Precious" and Rhett waved good bye! I truly enjoyed the one on one time I had with Rhett. Something else about Rhett was he was a climber! He could get on anything including the to of the refrigerator. Tom and I were out with some friends and they asked Tom how Rhett was doing! Rhett was about two and a half at the time. Tom said, "did you not hear", our friends replied no what... Tom said" Rhett has some health problems". every ones face became very somber.... Tom then said "It is called Alz-Climbers"! Rhett would climb anything! I will say that there were times where I carried a wooden spoon in my back pocket because, I would put Rhett down for a nap and I would go in to check on him and he would be climbing out his window to go see the little boys on our street to play! At age 3 and 4! He was so fast and still is! We are so thankful for Rhett! With every child there are time that are easy and times that can be hard but... We could not be happier with the choices that Rhett has made through out his life! Rhett has done well at school! He is smart, school seemed to come easy for him. I hope Rhett sticks with his goals he has made for his education. Rhett has done well in seminary. He is my only child that did not have any make ups in seminary to graduate. Rhett has done well in sports Since Rhett was a freshman he has had a A hour. He played football,wrestled and ran track all four years of high school. So he would leave for school at 6:40 and would not get home until six or later every day for four years! And if it were not for Walker wrestling Rhett to the ground, and pounding him, as Tom was yelling, "stop wrestling in the house" Rhett would not of been the great wrestler he is! Rhett being on the tail end was lucky because all of his siblings always supported him by going and watching him through football and wrestling season! I know Rhett can be stubborn at times, (he gets that from me) but I also know Rhett's heart! It is TENDER! I know Rhett has a testimony of his Savior and his Heavenly Father. I know how much Rhett LOVES his family! Especially his nieces and nephews! We as parents are so proud of him! We are excited to see him continue to grow in ALL ways! We are so excited to see where the Lord will call him to serve! I am sure there are those who are waiting just for Rhett! Rhett there are no words to describe the love Pops and I have for you! We are so VERY thankful the Lord trusted us enough to send you to our home and to be part of our family! Continue on the path that you are on now, and it will lead you where you want to go! Your family loves you so much and we all are so proud of you! And Rhett the one thing I never want you to forget is.... You will forever be my PRECIOUS!!!! I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, you!!!

My Birthday Boy!!!

This week has been crazy and it is only getting started but... Checking my mail this morning I received the cutest picture of a darling boy who is turning five, May 31st! His name is Vance Turner Cowart! Vance is Posey's oldest little boy. Posey and Ben were living with us when Vance was born. I remember this just as if it was yesterday! I loved the time that Vance and Mima spent together! I would feed him his nightly bottle most nights before he went to bed, give him a huge kiss and lay him down to sleep! Vance has always had the biggest blue eyes and his face always seemed to sparkle! Vance's expression are always big! His eye brows are always up and down, his smile big and his skin so fare! We always thought when he was a baby that he looked a lot like Walker did as a baby! I feel sure that Vance is part fish! He started swimming when he was two! And I mean even jumping off the diving board and then he would calmly float to the top of the water and swim to the side of the pool! Vance will always hold a special place in my heart! I want him to know how much I love him and how very proud I am of him! Vance you will always be my SWEETHEART!!!! Mima LOVES you! Happy Birthday!

How Firm Is Your Foundation???

Yesterday I went to go visit Genell at the Plaza Health Care Center, where she has been for over two years. She has been sick, over four years. In these past years Genell has been in ICU or a step down ICU unit that would take ventilator patients and the Plaza! When she first got sick she was in ICU. in a coma for over a year! Her family were called to the hospital several times because they were told that she would not make it! AND... she is still here! I try to get over to see Genell once a week, not for her sake, but for mine! Genells spirit is unusually special! Genells illness came on acutely! The week before she got sick , this is what a week of Genells Bridges life would be like! She worked full time outside her home, she worked in the Temple, she was a counselor in the Stake Relief Society Presidency and took care of her home and family! I will tell you that Genells hands would start early in the morning serving and they never stopped until she went to bed! As we visited yesterday, as always she talks about why her life is the way it is. Genell ALWAYS reminds me of different priesthood blessings she has been given through these years of her health struggles and trails. Her faith is bigger than life! She often reminds me that in a blessing she was promised she would be able to walk again. She tells me constantly if she did not get sick she would not of gown in the ways the Lord would have her grow! She tells me she would of not met certain people and there for she would not of been able to share her testimony with those who needed to hear it! Genell still tries to feed the Elders when they come. It is so cute she saves her cereal in the morning and takes it back to her room and puts it in a big bag. So when the Elders come to visit, she always has a big bag of breakfast cereal for them and they do not have to buy it when they go get groceries. I feel sure since she has been sick she has given out more scriptures and pass along cards then the full time Missionaries! She has written several poems and has given them for gifts, and continues to wake up every morning and think about what she can do that day to serve and uplift someone! She ALWAYS has a plan! There are few nights that goes by that she does not call me and leave me a message on my phone. The message is always pretty much the same it goes like this in her raspy voice.... "Honey Bunny it is me just calling to check on you and to see how you feel"! "I feel great and I am doing just fine"! "I worked hard in physical therapy today" "It will not be long and I will be out of here"! "I love you and Teresa (her room mate) says hi"! "You are in my prayers and heart"! "BYE BYE Honey Bunny see you soon"! Even though I know what she will say, I love to hear her message!!! Genell can not walk. She can not get into bed without a hoist. She can not push her self in a wheel chair and she cannot use her left arm or left leg hardly at all. BUT.... when she lays in bed she tries to do crunches and works her left arm and tries to bend her legs! She has gotten to where if someone sits her up, she can sit up without someone holding her back up! Also if P.T. stands her up she can stand in a standing frame and against the wall for about four minutes, sometimes more. This is amazing.... if you would of seen her two years ago! When I first arrived at the Plaza yesterday she was in the gym, as she calls it, and she LOVES when I get to see her "working out"!!!! I have to say I was so very proud of her! She worked extra hard and still had a smile on her face! When she was done we went to a quite place to visit. After we talked about what she had been doing and working on, and she talked about her grand daughter, Brielle, her kids and AL..., she said now tell me about Tom and the kids and grand kids. I told her about the boys graduating and we talk about Eric going home (our exchange student) and a few other things. I thought our conversation was about over and I needed to get on the road before the traffic got worst, and she just looked at me and said, "that is not all we need to talk about". She was right! By the time our conversation was over I felt as if a mountain had been lifted off my shoulders. Genell reminded me about a blessing she had had, and in this blessing she was told that the hymns would be a source of healing and comfort. She calmly looked at me and said "Honey Bunny, we are both "Enlisted Until the Conflict is Over"! "Happy Are We"! That was not what I really wanted to hear but... what I needed to hear! "How Firm is Your Foundation" UHHHHHH........She also said to me "I am able to sit her with you and have our great heart to heart girl talks with each other because the Lord did not take me, even though the doctors said several times that she only had about a 5% chance of making it and there were days that there was no chance! She continued to say "the Lord had given her much ... so.... much is expected! Genell then said to me, "My life is so simply, I just have to worry about two things! "Learning to walk and learning to transfer myself from my wheel chair to my bed"! Did I say.... Genell is an amazing daughter of God!!!!! Genell, I am so proud of you! Keep up the HARD work! There is no question that.... "You are Enlisted"!!! Your foundation is FIRM!!!! Genell I love you always!!!!!

Nate, The miracle worker! Nate is the Physical Therapist

Hard To Explain!!!!!

It is getting close to the time when Eric, our exchange student from Brazil will be going home! Like I have said before we did not apply to have an exchange student in our home! Eric came to our home by the way of our Stake President, President Pugmire. Eric is not a member of our church but wanted to know more about it when he came to the U.S. Eric decided to take Seminary and Brother Sterling is his teacher. When the first host family did not work out, Eric spoke with Brother Sterling and that is when Bother Sterling contacted President Pugmire and then that is when President Pugmire contacted us! President Pugmire had met Eric and had spoke to him several times! He also said that he thought that Eric would fit so well in our home with Rhett and Walker! I was hesitant but... Tom and the boys thought it would be good. I can say now it was not just good, it has been incredible! We have gown to love Eric more than we could of ever imagined! Eric has fit in our family just as if he has been here his whole life! He goes home teaching with Tom, goes to church every Sunday, prays during family prayer, has played sports all this school year and even has regular chores! Eric ALWAYS has a smile on his face and is always willing to help and will always asked what he can do to help! He makes us laugh constantly and has so many funny sayings! I have to say that Eric is 100% There have been many tears over the past few weeks from Eric and us as well,as the time comes for him to go! There have been many spiritual talks as well. One that I want to share is... Eric and Rhett had the opportunity to go on a tour of the new Gila Valley Temple! Dennis Ray, their Young Mens President took them up there. They went up on Friday went on the tour and then Friday night they went to a church dance. They stayed the night and the next day Rhett and Eric did a mini triathlon. When they got home the next day Eric came in my room and I could tell he wanted to talk. In Eric's language, Eric said, for him the triathlon was to hard, only 5% but for Rhett it was 100%. For you that know Eric he said "My Legs hurt so much, I need Advil, It was the Worst"! He said,"Rhett so fast, top 50, how he do that"! He also told me he met his wife at the dance! We laughed for a while and then he got very serious. He preceded to tell me about his feeling he had while in the Temple. As he try to describe his feelings I could see that he was having a hard time expressing the feelings he had in his heart. He finally just said to me " I guess I just do not know the English words to explain the Temple to you"! Eric has lived with us since the beginning of October and his English has grown by leaps and bounds. I explained to Eric that it was not his English that he was having trouble with. I told him that when you feel something in your heart that powerful, that that is the spirit of your Heavenly Father talking to you, and it is very hard to describe the spirit and those feelings he felt! With a few tears shed, he agreed. It was a powerful weekend for Eric! I know Eric will never forget that weekend and I will never forget our conversation! It is going to be so hard to put Eric on a plane and say goodbye to him! Eric will for ever be a part of our family. He has already told his mom that he wants to come back and stay with us! He will try to get a work visa. He told Tom if he can't find a job when he comes back that he will pop popcorn at the dealership for Tom!
Joe and Erin wanted to take their kids and Colette to tour the Temple as well. Cita and Ralph wanted to see it too..... So Walker took the day off work and drove us all up to the Temple. We met Joe and his family their and we all tour this gorgeous Temple together! It was a beautiful day! Eric was right, the spirit in the Temple is hard to explain!

A Long Time Coming!

Aylcia Countryman has been a friend of Walker's and our family since they were in kindergarten ,and they were five years old! Her and Walker have been the best of friends and have stayed in contact even though we moved and Walker went to Higley High. About a month ago Walker had told me that Aylcia and her sister and her mom were moving to North Carolina! I was sad to hear that and had told Walker that I wanted to make sure I saw them before they left! I also knew of the LOVE Linda has for her girls and and if Linda thought that it would be better for her family in N.C. that even though they would be missed here by many friends, that it was what they should do! Then.... about 2 weeks later Walker tells me that the Countrymans were staying and that Aylcia was getting baptized! WHAT!!!! I was so excited. From the time Alycia was a little girl in our neighborhood she always told me that she was going to get baptized! I was so excited!!! I picked my phone up and call Alycia right away and yes she confirmed that she was getting baptized and she was over the top excited!! And we were too!!!! Most of Aylcia's friends were LDS. Aylcia has always been a very outgoing, bubbly girl! She ALWAYS seemed to be so happy! She was raised with high standards and morals. Linda taught her girls from a young age to stand up for what they believe! Linda always went way beyond, to support her girls and has always been with them every step of their lives! When I got to the church on Saturday Aylcia was in her whites greeting the few people that were invited! She did not seem the least bit nervous! Aylcia's face was brighter than ever! She gave me a huge hug, and at that point I was just trying to keep my emotions in control! And for anyone that knows me knows that is hard for me to do sometimes! As we were standing there Linda and Carrisa came walking down the hall! It truly was the sweetest moment when Aylcia ran down the hall to her mom and sister and threw her arms around them! They all three just hug! You could just feel the bond they have for each other! It was time to get started so we all went in and sat down! Again the love and spirit in the room was palpable! Aylcia set in the middle of her mom and sister and they held each others hand! Just as the baptism started after the prayer Aylcia stood up in front of everyone and said, I do not know if this is appropriate but I want everyone to meet the two most important people in my life! She asked her mom and sister to stand up in the front of everyone! Aylcia continued to express her love for them and said she would not be who she was if it was not for her mom and sister! I felt sure at this point there was not a dry eye in the room! There were a few talks given and the music was beautiful! A very close family friend to the Countrymans, that they have know since Alycia was little baptized her! When she came up from the water, Alycia had a huge smile on her face! You could just feel her joy! This baptism was a long time coming. After the baptism Linda invited me over to their home. We visited for awhile and then we decided to go out to eat! Tom met us for dinner and it seemed to be a perfect ending to a perfect day! I did not realize the best was yet to come! When we got back to their home the girls got out of the car and went inside to change their clothes and grab the dogs to take them for a walk. Linda and I began to talk. Over the past few years this family has been going through a divorce. There have been so many trial so many hard days. But through it all Linda has managed to strengthen the love and bond they have for one another to grow even stronger! As Linda and I spoke in the car after dinner one thing she said to me that sticks out was.... she told me she had not seen the sparkle in Alycia's eyes for a few years until now. Through her conversion, Linda said the old Alycia was back!! Linda also told me that there was no way she would be able to move to N.C. now and take Aylcia away from the spirit and friends she has here! That is a devoted loving mother! Linda said she knew with Aylcia conversion that it was an answer to prayers that they needed to stay here in Gilbert. Even though Linda has already quit her job and had started boxing things up, she knew in her heart, that it would be best for them to stay! Linda also told me that they had taken the missionary discussions before. She said this time the Lord sent the Sister Missionaries just for them! I am sure He did! There were so many powerful things that Linda shared with me that will stay with me forever! Linda's spirit is amazing!Walker was able to help confirm Aylcia the next morning in her ward. I know he felt honored to be a part of Aylcia's confirmation! What a wonderful day it was to witness the Lords hand in this family! I am so thankful that the Countrymans shared this beautiful day with me, one that I will not soon forget! Aylcia we are SO HAPPY for you and we love you and your family!

Mothers Day!!

This was an extra special Mothers Day this year for a few reasons!The week before Mothers Day Tom and I had a chance to go to the Temple together and share some precious moments to- gether as we did sealings as I said in my last post. As we sat in the Temple we reflected back on our life together as parents. As the week went on and as Mothers Day approach Tom asked me several times what he could get me for for a gift! I always say the same thing, nice lotion or blinging flip-flops! When my kids asked me what I wanted, I told them what I always tell them, I always say I would love a hand written note! There is no better gift for any occasion than a hand written note! That is what I love the most! So over the years I have received many beautiful notes that I have kept in a huge three ring binder, each one in a plastic page protector. A few years ago I had to start an other binder to hold all special notes from Tom, the kids, and dear friends! It is one of my favorite things to do to go back and read letters, notes and cards from Tom and my kids that they have written to me! A few days before Mothers Day I got out the binder that had ever letter that Joe ever wrote to me and the family, while serving his mission! In this book also there are letters from people who Joe served on his mission and letters from other Elders that served with Joe! There were letters from his Mission President in this book as well! What more could a mother ask for! I also have a book from Walkers mission as well, that has many many letters from those he served and from companions and from his Mission President and people he served.! What a blessing it is to go back and read these letters and to feel the love and spirit that Tom and my kids have given me through the many years! As hard as it can be at times to see your kids struggle through stumbling blocks, I would not give motherhood up for anything! I do have to say there have been times when I have asked my self what was I thinking when I had five kids! It is funny how you think being a mom with lots of little kids is hard, actually that is not the hard time! I feel like some time the older year kids are the bigger the problem. I do know that if we remain true and faithful we can go through the stumbling blocks and use then for building blocks! I am not saying it is easy but ....we can do it! Motherhood ,I think ,is by far the hardest thing we as women can do but also the most rewarding! I heard Elder Holland say "there would be no celestial kingdom without mothers"! I am so very thankful for my mom and the sweet example she has been to me! My mom would do anything she could for me! I have always know how much she loves me because, she has always told me and has done so much for me and my family! In my Precious book of letters I have many many letters from my mom to me, and my children expressing her love to us. My mom has been a perfect grandmother and my children love her more than she could ever know! My family and I will be eternally thankful for my mom and the love she has given us. Cita you are the BEST!!! There will be no one like you ever again! We are also very thankful for Tom's mother! Her life was not easy when she was raising her kids! She did not have a loving, supportive, helpful ,husband. But she always made dinner every night for her kids and did all she could for her kids and most importantly she loved her kids! We are thankful for Grandma Joan! We love you grandma Joan! Back to Mothers Day this year. Rhett was asked to speak at church on Mothers Day! What more could a mother ask for! This is the second time one of my kids spoke on Mothers Day! Rhett gave an amazing talk! He talk about Joseph Smiths mom and all she went through! I thought about her all day! How does any mom endure her trials! Talk about FAITH!!!! Talk about ENDURING to the end! Rhett also talked about his grandmother (cita) and the love he has for her! Rhett also read a poem that Posey wrote for me when Walker left on his mission! It is a beautiful poem! It reads like this...

"A Missionary Mom" By Posey Scheurn Cowart

When a young man is called to a place far away, He's mothers deep down reaction is that she wants him to stay. But she will remember that this is the Lord's plan, And what ever he needs to do, she knows he can. She brought him up in the church, so that he would make people proud, By going on a mission and converting people from every crowed. His heart full of joy and ready to tell, About the gospel, the plan and how Adam fell. As he is leaving for the best part of his life, His Mother feels her heart is being struck with a knife. She needs to have faith, even though he is gone for two years, So she starts to feel better as she sheds her last tears. As her letters to him begin to return, She realizes that the fire inside of him has begun to burn. He tells her of his experiences and how he is spreading the word, And she feels that he is the best missionary that she has ever heard! These long two years have gone by so fast, And her sweet young missionary has returned home at last. They talk about good times and also the bad, And all the spiritual experiences that they BOTH have had. And finally she asked him how he was able to over come Satan's great bomb, And shedding a tear, he simply looked up and said... I had a great mom! Posey is so talented, she has written several beautiful poems and even has had one published!

I wish I could take all the credit for the good in my kids but.... I can't! Tom has been a wonderful example to his kids. He has taught them to love and respect their mother and Tom has blessed our family in ever way! Rhett's talk was wonderful, he made me feel like, the mom I wish I was! After we got home the best of this Mothers Day was yet to come! At 2:00 that afternoon Rhett received his Patriarchal Blessing! Walker and Eric went with us as well! It was BEAUTIFUL!!!! It talked of many different talents Rhett has and so many other things that are to personal to speak of! I have always know that Rhett was special but his blessing just confirmed things for me! What a PERFECT Mothers Day gift! Then my mom, the kids and grand kids came over. Tom made Mexican food for the adults and Pancakes for the grand kids. It was a great Mothers Day! I am so thankful for each one of my kids, and I LOVE them all! My flip-flops were, cute and blingy, and the fresh cut roses out of our yard were beautiful, but.... the hand written letter from Tom That was on my nightstand when I woke up, and the wonderful talk Rhett gave and the Patriarchal Blessing was the frosting cake!

My Handsome, Cute, Sweetheart!!!!!

Our stake is getting a new Stake President! Yes President Pugmire is being released after many many years of countless hours of service! He will be greatly missed in this calling! President Pugmire has not only been an outstanding Stake President, he has also been a dear friend for over twenty years! He has also been our home teacher for years!

Tom and I went to the Temple on Tuesday, it was packed! It was our Stake Temple day, and we were asked to go with the new Stake Presidency in mind. Tom and I were asked to do sealings. How wonderful is that, to look at your Eternal Companion over the alter! As we finished, and we were still on bended knee at the alter, the sealer looked at Tom and said "you may now kiss your sweetheart"! What a Perfect ending to a perfect day! And to finish off the day, Tom and I went to a nice lunch after we left the Temple.

Tom serves on the High Counsel and has been busy this week with meetings as our Stake prepares for Stake Conference! With this change Tom has been asked to fill out several papers in preparation for his meeting with the General Authority who is coming in and will interview Tom Saturday morning. It has been interesting gathering mine and Toms baptism and confirmation dates, our children's dates and information and extended family information. In these papers they also wanted to know about all of our callings. We both had to really put our thinking caps on to remember these things! It is a good thing we have not had many callings! We are slow learners, there for we have not had countless callings! It has been fun to look back ! Tom was asked to put a picture with each file as well. SO... Tom will not like this but.... I can't help but to post my "SWEETHEART'S" HANDSOME. CUTE face today on my blog!!!!

I know that the Lord will call the perfect new Stake President for our Stake, and Tom and our family will be eager to sustain who ever He calls!

Short... But Fun!

Playing "Catch Phrase" with friends and family!

Mema giving Baby Grey getting a bath!

Posey was a bit home sick and Pops and I missed her so we flew Posey and baby Grey home for a long weekend! She arrived Friday evening and left Tuesday morning early. We did not have much time but what time we did have was fun! We shopped,played games, and Posey's girlfriends came over to see her.We also got the chance to have lunch with Joanne Mills, Posey's long time dance teacher! It was great to see Miss Joanne!!!! It was fun to see baby Grey! He is so cute! I had not seem him since he was born and Tom and the rest of the family had never seen him! He seems so little but, compared to how big he was when he was born he has really grown! Grey was born two months early and is doing great for all that he has gone through! He is the best little baby! All smiles, dimples and big BLUE eyes! Posey also took the time to take Rhett and Eric out to do a photo shoot for their senior pictures! They turned out great! Now we just will wait for Posey to make their announcements. Can't wait! It was also nice that Posey could come home to tell her Brazilian brother good-bye! Eric tried to talk Posey into staying longer, but Posey had to get back to Vance and Bro-Bro! It was a fun weekend just like old times! When Posey was a little girl she would sleep on Tom and my sofa in our room when she did not feel well, and yes at 25 she still wanted to sleep on our sofa! We were happy to see her and Grey even though the time was short! We love you Posey and we are thankful for you!